New matrix (12)

1850 bc
dharmadatu

 

once veil lifted

the primordial ground appears

"Now that the features of the ground and path

Have been correctly comprehended,

The ultimate result will come :

The kayas and primordial wisdom"

- Jigme Lingpa

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At this point, aside from that, the phenomena or appearances of sambhogakaya do not exist externally from the viewpoint of those who are to be tamed. This is the time of solitary dharmakaya

- longchenpa

it is here that adventitious stains are naturally cleansed away"

- treasury of precious qualities

next stop (1)

 

chewpiland

the final chapter

12-9-21

we be grateful if someone can show us the way back home base

"to go only when bidden - this is clarity"

- i ching

1-17-22

at first we thought we would return to old body/place - like waking up from dream

or  if we had passed on from old world

the continuity with it be no more 

but this is something different ?

"you may see them again"

*

new world emerging

"your body be similar but different

you keep the memories"\

"dont need eat sleep"

"After I have entered extinction, ... At that time I will be a buddha in another land and will be known by a different name."

- buddha

*

"this a transfer station"

"your consciousness transferred"

into a new body/place

- bison

"you like particles in space"

they taking you to a place

- glen

"this place you alone

it gives you chance to be independent

you no need to work for others"

- la lady

a bridge then another bridge then you there

we getting close

*

so there a future ...

where this present body is no more 

but a new body of another kind replaces it ?

we dissolved into sambogakaya and not even knew

it just simulation which replicates our old world

looks somewhat same but feels different

but this be a new body/place 

so the transition may be different ?

1-24-22

*

like taking the virtual reality goggle off

then you back at the source

don't think in terms of /sequence time 

 it just a simulation

it been that way since you started writing

once back

can enter any point within the past

what that place is like  can deal with it when get there

- mei

1-27

"go where we can see clear

and then advise ?​​

​we then go where that future directs

and clear out this past from that future

​​... yes there is a solution

- future to past"

march 2020

new matrix (8)

1-30

"to go only when bidden - this is clarity"

- i ching

*

maybe it this past week we entered new/natural state ?

writing points to something new

2-7

*

"Although those with special affiliation may actually be able to go there through their karmic connection, nevertheless it is not a physical place that we can actually find. We can only say that it is a pure land, a pure land in the human realm. And unless one has the merit and the actual karmic association, one cannot actually arrive there."

- the dalai lama on shambhalla

*

dream of entrance  of cedar mesa

it not this cedar mesa (canyons)

but feeling of a sacred place similar

very excited  but didnt yet enter

return to find mic 

2-11

*

so once source is reached the city of the spontaneous kayas appear

-

like the dreams (of the city)  you been having

- bison

2-25

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"...  the everlasting kingdom of the primordial ground ... passing swiftly beyond suffering into the city of the three spontaneously kayas, which are supreme peace"

- treasury of precious qualities

*

write back once in awhile to let us know you are fine

- la lady

8-2-21

we are fine ; at a (inner) peaceful place

waiting to enter the next stop

3-3-22

 

*

like waking from dream 

will forget this place as time goes

- bison

"one comes ... to the primordial ground as it truly is. Thus one attains the level of the result : the kayas ... and the primordial wisdoms"

- treasury of precious qualities

"there not much going on there ; you wont want to stay long"

-

 

once the primordial ground is reached

 the kayas ready to appear

it a apparitions world (since canyons)

so even your family is something else

- bison

*

time moves here differently than old world

saying good bye the most difficult part of journey

below song "distant love" 遥远寄相思 not just romantic love but reminisce  of those  distant/far away in time/space

3-4

*

i feel you are very close

you may need go somewhere to making crossing

this one may need a key (a door)

it useful to have a guide

people past may have passed

but this place is unique/moves in circle

you never know if they appear to you again

- calvin

3-13

*

mother and child bond is deep

- mei​

i want to tell her i am fine and no longer feel lost - that she can let go 

-​

you have to first let her go so she can let you go

- mei​

yea ...​

and then we can start again ...

-

5-28

*

"you dont need a guide

you are from there

the buddhas of many now surround you as spirit guides ; you have learned/gained their qualities​​

you will return to this place

but if first best to drop off (the adventitious body) there

quantum is the word to describe that world

your body there is very light

almost without form

- teresa

3-15

you here to create a bridge

not for yourself because you don't need a bridge to get back

- patty

my task is complete upon writings here

after that, may take a journey

alone and/or with friends

- john

that's right, your task is complete

and you can use a break

- patty

3-24

*

"you will anticipate it

it happens instantly (the shift into it)

but the process (of preparing) takes awhile

- bison

*

it all dark energy

then likely we wont want stay too long

so from 2005 world view - we entered another world at cedar mesa

yet they cant find the body 

you simply disappeared

- mei

you were born but yet to die

the hardest was that door you went through ; the rest is easy

- hu

you walked through portal into this world

the body was not left behind

- teresa

*

we entered world of compassion 3d/6d 

just as our 04 notes says 

the five element flesh/3d 2005 is no more

the body 3d/6d here is new but based on the old inner movement 6d/4d 

our inner world continues - so it not death to our inner 4d/6d ; nothing moved/changed 4d/6d

same memory 

the 3d body/world was replaced by 3d/6d body/place 

it was done so subtle ... the 4d didnt know

the 5d felt the shift

*

likely you  from that place too

yea, and your family 

that why they your family here

-

my presence already there

and/or never left the place

*

it is here now next to us

i can feel it but not sense it

can write about it but not an image

-

it like other side of the wall

- mei

5-27

*

it a vision

"they dont need you to look after them"- frank

6-2

quantum hologram like computer screen

the vision/screen enters energy saving mode when not observed

 

*

trust no apparitions over own instinct

like show undone

anyone can disguise as the animation

simply see it as reflection of your memories 

use it but not get use by it

6-2-22

*

"Crazy Horse dreamed and went into the world where there is nothing but the spirits of all things. That is the real world that is behind this one, and everything we see here is something like a shadow from that world.

He was on his horse in that world, and the horse and himself on it and the trees and the grass and the stones and everything were made of spirit, and nothing was hard, and everything seemed to float.

- online

*

when we return

teresa and michael putting on a seminar

maybe sedona

subject/title is...

there is a world created by the natural light

there is a worlds created by the artificial light

the world created by natural light is not of five element

the two worlds coexist here and now

think quantum

- michael

*

if it same it same; if it different it different

this not dharmakaya

this not not dharmakaya

it something new writer learned off the web​

3-19

five sensory vs. non sensory world

"this world is five sensory

that one is not"

-

4 Audio Track

dreams 

(1)

talking with ex-neighbor steve

he was on one side of wall

i was on one side of a different wall

there a 3 feet space between two walls

we talking through a crack/opening

4-11

like the wall is the veil between two worlds

the space between is gateway

"you probably not want to stay in that space too long"

- bison

(2)

walking down below ground parking lot driveway spiral

then all of sudden it turned all dark

i kept walking but there nothing but dark

hoping to see a light but it kept/stayed totally dark (not darker, but pure dark)

wasn't yet scared but felt anxious

then woke up

4-12

the insight upon waking was clear -

this world we see is made of light in contrast to dark

even our body is made of it

once the light vanishes

the world returns to dark space

- natural state ?

then from there a world may appear 

*

the deepening of compassion

likely we already inside the pure darkness

 the dark sea of compassion

mic is our guide

the invisible light which appears as our body/place to keep comfort

our mind is without a body

surrounded by a ball of light within pure darkness

called compassion

*

if you enter the black hole without anchor/basis you will be lost

so this inside black hole ?

was it august ?

-

not august, but recently you entered

- bison

4-15

*

you are deeper into the vision

this place is timeless ; there really no time

people not really age etc.

there still  more to go ; the path may be zig zag

so far you have stayed on course

if you fell off, may have to start vision over

you may see light at end of tunnel

you may need to do something different

seek out/meet that wise person etc.

there a destination 

we known each other since ancient time

- glen

*

another possibility -

that the vision exits us not us exit it

whoever/whatever creating vision is all equal within dharmakaya

maybe you playing chess with (vision maker)

- glen

that a feeling from within that there part of us not subject to the vision

but need first to get anchored within dharmakaya

dharmakaya is dharmakaya no matter which vision where we are

-

i think you are almost there 

(anchored into dharmakaya)

- glen

*

if you reach destination and return here ; this vision may be different

- glen

 

that world we see is malleable 

the vision can simply renew /change/start over etc.

so we dont have to "accept it" as unchangeable fact

follow the path

path is zig zag - glen

say if you  follow chewey's path night lost

then even if it seems zig zag

and night is long cold and dark

the trail takes you to the place of that fire

so it same idea with this writing

we searching for that ultimate anchor

*

we feel closer each step/day

because it is already there in our future

*

quantum world has no limit

no population no size no distance no measurement 

like humor

there no reason not to share it

*

there may even be a certain date we look back and say it the starting point

when you think that date be ?

months/years later 

or "at an hour you do not expect ?"

*

the moment wee exit this vision = moment we return to that space

so there no hurry

we not just passing through to go somewhere

e.g. go to pureland after death etc.

we here to create bridge

to/from this world to/from that world to from their world

4-17

*

i feel you are on a circular journey and it will return again to beginning/where you started

- bison shaman

4-29

*

glen also spoke of  "do you think you are on a different planet ?"​

*

write back once in awhile to let us know you are fine

- 8-2-21

we are fine

deeper/more peaceful place

edge of the gate of new world

- 5-7-22

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the 5 mega watt club/hotto club

they same way we believe everything main stream media says

"yes, we believe it ..."

e.g.

it may be bit not easy to believe the front row ladies would rush stage after william sing the song "women you me hot" ? ...

now ...

imagine them to be 20 years younger ...

-

wow ... we believe it ...

- hotto club

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Returning home base

my awareness is limited here

he is far above me that way

we are stuck in an illusory body

he is liberated in a rainbow body

he is welcoming you back

- la lady

so in that way

we look to the lotus born master as our guide

*

if we return to his world

we cant take this body/place with us - it be left stilled in time

we would merge with our own mind

which is also his

so in that way

we are inseparable from that being

5-5

*

there only one dharmakaya

one dharmakaya buddha

they all the same within the inconceivable 

*

john chu

vs.

chewey

all the power from spirit/dharmakaya realm

but john chu has one power ...

because past has sacrificed for the future

it responded to it/took a hit following future directive e.g. 94

the future has to abide by its directive of same intensity

but past yet to ask anything of it

that john today in this vision can have a say and his future will respond

unless he exit freely this game by 6-1

chewey to exit leadership

either way

one of us sets free

win win

5-30

i cannot be a chief for two reasons

i am an immigrant 

my past would not let me

chewey

6-1-22

likely preston took us into this vision 

nothing within this vision, at least past 4 years, is real once we exit

they didnt happen

yet we take the memory / insight with us - like a dream

the ones before that is different

*

they all say that it a time thing

there a certain date/point inside vision we to exit the vision /enter the new realm 

the future knows the last period it was here/remember of this

*

but it not take us back to 2018 or even 2005 etc.

but a new realm

from (a) to (b)

the a/b vision clears out that which cannot be inside circle b - like how dream body cannot be in physical realm

once we reach b

the inner body of circle a has vanished like a dream we just woke from

*

two rainbow bodies - one rainbow light

the energy which comes of this synergy is the ultimate medicine

5-20

"you took me into this vision in 2018?"

- writer

"yes, "

- mr chee

5-22

a bridge then another bridge - "this the second bridge (upcoming) ; it a time thing"

- mr chee

"it a time thing ; no need guide to open it "

- bison shaman

*

the body (dissolved) - there is not a body frozen out there

how it was done is something beyond (understanding)"

- bison shaman

that what it felt like 2018

"do you think ... you are particles floating in space"

- glen

*

we were born from that world - so was always a nirmanakaya but simply didnt consciously know it

"you were born rainbow light"

- bison we only need to remember/reawaken our memories of the rainbow body

we dont need to attain it again

*

once we know the old body is no more and this place just a vision/apparitions 

we are free to let go of the past burdens

- they all not here anymore

keep going don't look back

5-25

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"3 of the 6 hopi book club members feel they are sexy

after spraying on "hotto"

4 of the six feel sexy

which one  ?

6-3 message was ...​

you sign it you duty free

- guardians​

we thank the airport

*

the events of the world requires your attention

- mara​

there is no body here and my past already set me free

-

"will you be my god"

- mara​

i am an immigrant and my past wont let me

- chewey bows 

6-12

*

we follow compassion

otherwise, this be a challenge

we follow compassion

so even if they open another door

we can only follow compassion

even if they come to us

it compassion we follow 

otherwise, we can only choose them

*

the 5 element body is the 5 element world

five elements have inner/outer movements

as outer it is compounded

as inner it need not be

the one element of compassion

*

in vision

the center of known universe/outer luminosity is where the unknown begins

the inner luminosity

it is here

- mic

*

this body is just a shell

-

this body and place / veil is just memory

if we can detach/untie from it - the real reveals​

*

this place like dream/self appearance except you have more influence on the events

not  just drifting about

like facetime is how the apparitions like us talk to you

- bison

they can be different people each time

7-1

*

the world of joy is within world of compassion

"the sambogakaya buddhafield is not the akanishita located above the pure levels of the form realm for it completetly transcends it 

it is the dwelling place of the buddhas ...

it does not belong to any spatial dimension; it is equal to the dharmadatu

- treasury

 

it is the world/the mind of the circle of people which/who sees this field

*you have the option

get on and off the train

not everyone can do that 

just need let them know

like a scheduled stop

- bison shaman

6-22

 

*​​​

"this past 17 years is inside self apparition"

can be a minute to that night

*​

"your body is not there

but you can return

that means you can go anywhere

- rainbow body

yes, you have returned home base

you created this vision 

the path is to return to home base

from the vision

it not a physical body/place but spirit"

krystal  may not have the capacity

but she can be a companion to help make return path more easy​

you may need find a key/person

i dont believe the portal is in this state

- calvin

krystal is definitely an ally

- bison​

that person is sincere

- la lady

7-3

we gathering options ...

*

"it was this past month (you arrived)

you should focus on the (removing veil)

you have a place (temple) there where people can come to meet you ; from there rainbow body) you can go anywhere

you can bring people in but they cant stay  (for long)

- bison

7-23

 

*

you never left the ground of hopiland

- darrell

you now at 11:30​

you dont need do anything

it will just (guide/take) you"

- mic

*

friends here indicate they coming in from another space/time ' "like facetime" - they dont exist here continuously as we do

 

we also do not exist continuously within chain of causation  here as we think we do - it just a vision body - there only when observed

our real/dharma body is beyond this vision

- at home base​

where we must go ; where the path ends

7-27

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the events of the world requires your attention

- mara

there is no body here and my past already set me free

-

*

finally, mara ...

"will you be my god"

- mara

i am an immigrant and my past wont let me

- chewey bows 

dont know if it a new place - e.g. hopi inner sanctum ? but a new inner state opened

a state/dimension of non body consciousness

this is new - we just looking at it

8-2 / 6 pm

*

it all happened at rainier (7-8-22)

gradually (the illusion) will disappear

- bison

8-4​

we felt the subconscious shift at rainer 

*

this place hopis have a word for it

me darrell preston lisa are here

leroy is another world

- mic

8-3

*

write back once in awhile to let us know you are fine - la lady

8-2-21

we are fine  ; we  see the light at end of tunnel

- john

8-4-22

 

*

Our personal reality of pure and impure vision (snang ba) dissolves into Reality ...our physical body also dissolves because it is just one manifestation of our impure karmic vision

-

this inner body does not exists there

without its interfering signal/wave

there exists a different "body" - dharmakaya

thus the clear vision/perception

like rising above clouds to see clear perception

but it not just a glimpse where it just memory

- part of us is seeing it continuously

*

the inner body ; semi pure/semi impure vision we see now - all of it is not real relative to that

it a complete different dimension

there similarities but it 

vs.

without seeing that state

there no "other reality" / substratum to compare with

*

someone coming from non body/natural state into body consciousness

- there a gap between them and students

vs.

someone start over from non body  - then climb back to non body/pure perception state

- they go through same as students 

*

for those future/present going through same

this reason we go to master hu and bison

to get that aura of the non body state - there a certainty that it real when talk to them 

so it very useful to have guide

otherwise the inner body wave pulls us

*

the point is

once we enter circle a

the foundation of the adventitious wave/inner body vision of circle b is seen from beyond /natural state

the rest takes care of itself

*

it an inner certainty that there exists a state which this inner body is not needed to exists

*

we not in circle c anymore

so that outer body and world is no more

what if left is our mental/memory of that body and world

upon reflection, it is not needed

but since we yet to find a replacement

we simply stay attached to it

knowing it just vision body/world and waiting to be replaced

once we gain clear view of circle a/ground

the old mental body and world is seeing as what it is 

"as inner, no body no world"

- no body

8-4​

*

if this mental world/vision as not the old world

then there a world underneath it

 

*

"all grasping at the inner cognizing mind as something truly existent dissolves into the ultimate expanse, and the illusions of the relative level disappear"

- treasury

like lucid dream

the hidden world begins to be seen 

it has always been here

the family duties requires you to attend to meeting relatives

- mara

there is no body here and my brothers and family  already set me free

- chewey bows 

*

the gift of compassion

"you dont need to take care of them "

- frank 

no one needs you to look after here"

- jim (2020)

"but even if this a vision

who would help them if needed ?"

-​ john

"even if necessary, we canlook after them

you can let go"

- frank (2019)​

"keep going, dont look back"

we are lucky to have them as brothers

7-31

*

you can relax now

dont have to be curious/seek anymore

- la lady

it was always that simple

but without seeing it - it inconceivable

- john

to forget/start over is another experience

-

you were curious

- la lady

*

*

a new inner state opened​

a state/dimension of non body consciousness

this is new - we just looking at it​

8-2 / 6 pm

​​​

*

write back once in awhile to let us know you are fine

- la lady

8-2-21​

we are fine 

we  see the light at end of tunnel

- john​

8-4-22

*

we would say the body/mind here is completely different from the body/mind of him  20 years ago

yet we retain his memories

and  link with those we connected

if he said/did something then

it really not of us 

if he experienced something then 

it also not of us

that was another body and world​

the antecedent link is no more that way

in other words

the wave of his circle b is no more

the memory display of his circle c also no more

we a new person 

yet able to use his memories to return and help others​

that is why if we do return

much of our relationships wont be the same

8-17

*

we only need to acknowledge the past

dont need to take that seat again

then we can move on

we done our task as messenger

and enjoyed the learning

but no want too much religion or leadership 

it not our interest/future pull

8-30

if we bound to all those past lives

we wouldnt be able to move forward with our present

if they understand that and have compassion

they/he will let us go

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heyokas reverse so response be different

the events of the world requires your attention

- mara

that is why i want to play in the NBA so can give them attention to the events of the world

- no body

"will you be my god"

- mara

if you want to celebrate me the way fans do to NBA players, i will not try to stop you

- no body

6-12

we feel more linked to this ancient tibetan tradition 

not so much the modern one

the name olmo lung ring also resonate more than e.g. shambhalla or copper mountain

like that dream where we in dalai lama realm (shambhalla)  but there another older realm right above that one we longing for

*

they all want come in but they cant

- darrell

looking above at sky

it felt we inside a spherical dome

i see it as spherical 

you can bring people in to visit but they cant stay

- bison

"you think ... you inside a ship ; they taking you place to place"

- glen

we inside a ship ; asleep in a dream/vision adjusting to the non body consciousness 

8-6

omol lung ring "takes the shape of a spaceship or of a mandala; ideal means to disappear in the blink of an eye. Therein lies it’s beauty."

- online

"it dome shaped ; size is as universe"

- yolanda

*

3-7-05 am

we begin to think of exiting the canyon

go west, away from sunrise - there eventually be a road

we got over 12 hours to find it once sun rises

these ideas he thinking/also what we at present is sending to him

 

he confident he will find it

this confidence also coming from future

 

but nothing is certain until that dirt road (the new world) appears (reveals)

so he is getting ready/focused

there another 30 minutes before light clear enough to walk and to put out fire - he is just waiting

*

3-7-05 northern canyon dawn

as he waits for sun to rise fully

he plans his route and anticipations

the hike to the road from fire

vs.

hike from sunset to fire

this one is easier and filled with hope

like he can see/feel the light at end of tunnel

he is rested

not bit hungry nor tired

8-15

the more/longer they play this game

the more he wants to leave them 

the present has say over future

he already left any leadership

maybe he'll leave as protector too

that prophecy etc. can be a trap/deceptive

designed deepen their second floor illusion

we simply follow compassion

and it telling us now to free of that duty even as guardian

since they wont tell us anything

this a good time to begin walk away from future duties

- guardians

8-9-22

*

august 15 we relieved of future guardian duties

"they playing a game

8-11

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*​

we out of leadership

we not that seat anymore

we can gather at times

like hopiland

to do something together

we protect whoever we want to protect

- guardians

but that seat is no more

there art / drawing is their art

it got nothing to do with us

we no need be of its way forever

e.g. all serious and looking wise

we free of guardians duty

- chewey

8-15-22

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once sunrise

he clear campfire

something tells him he will remember it

the smoke no more yet it feels the fire still there

so he turned back again to put more dirt on it

yet the feel of fire/life force still strong

he heads west, away from the rising sun ...

there a dry small creek zig zag westward 

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williams su's bodyguards in 90's concert

one got knocked over by one of the ladies rushing the stage  

which one ?

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writer did his part blocking

nfl fong chi

offensive lineman coaching tip

see the defense linemen as ladies rushing stage to get to william su

then they seem softer ...

-

yes ...

- offense linemen nods pensively

back in may we felt part of us arrived at gate but rest need time to catch up 

now we feel we crossed into it in july yet rest of us also need time to catch up

*

dream of people teleporting in/out

like a flash they appear in front

8-13

 

*

maybe you entered it and walked out

"a minute there can be year here"

likely in 2002 they took you across into the parallel dimension​

you now know them all as time travelers

but it was at the night of the eternal fire you were shown the mystery 

that world stays with you always

it always here/next to you

the feeling of joy and clown  spirits

but your illusion body and its senses cannot see it​

maybe your task to find your way/create a bridge back 

8-17

 

*

went to rainier ; it pulled us again - we been waiting

there a shift

this will take little time​

8-22

*

like lucid dream

this is like a dream ; brain stem root of the vision

if see beyond it, there the waking world

"brain stem (he points to his own) is the hardest / longest to open"

- hu

if cross into it, the dream "this place will just vanish"

/stilled in time

when we return to same dream 

"it wont be the same"

- mei

8-24

if you return to old world

your existence there not continuous the same way 

not many people can do that

it a special gift only few has

- bison

*

would it be same scenario as past or different environment

-

you would remember

and scenario not need be same

- bison

*

my task not to show the field

but just the code of it

- writer

not many can access this dimension

you just need to write them

they will find the writing when they need it

- bison

*

land of compassion appears

"and they have have karmic fortune equal to those who reach the ground of realization, for whom the nirmanakaya fields ... appear  ...

this land of natural light comes from the source

"these fields are the appearance of the ground ... manifests, through ... spontaneous presence, as an array of beams of light ... "

- treasury

*

woke up 5 am turn on internet listen

then enter dream

in dream, teressa/michael at house visiting

try to turn off the internet sound/voice by turning off each computer but it still there

then woke up and realize the sound is coming from the ipad next to me here

- that i was hearing the sound of the computer here while in that dream

8-26 

in such dreams 

there no outer antecedent cause

the body is here one moment and not next

the outer world is far east one moment and west next

maybe it telling

we in between two worlds now

8-26

*

am dream of mic answering my question

we alone back of canyon

it like he right next to me

then woke up

like teresa/michael dream

these dreams and places seem real

maybe even more so than this vision state

maybe we getting close to it and/or waking from this

8-28

another dream this am ...

back at the far east city with fancy modern hallways

walking with bud to airport ; flight leaves in 10 minutes - he leaves but i  wasnt ready because luggage at hotel

so to wait until next day flight ; the airport closes 

walk outside, sees the entire mall/city inside this huge ancient stupa shaped mile long

it past midnight yet light outside

enter old taxi bus to go hotel 

a dude friendly inside taxi bus told me i am his teacher 

then woke up

*

the airport was like 8-8-21

we still had baggage/antecedent cause/things to learn and do here -  so not ready

but this time we have a ticket home and seen the portal

we have our hotel key with name on it - unlike the past dreams we didnt know its name

currency in pocket was us currency mixed with foreign

it a nice place filled with people traveling through

we ready to go home but not as anxious like past to leave the place

8-30

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1850 bc tales

as inner

just as there a world/program current which believe humans evolved from ape

there one where humans believe they will evolve into an ape

in our script

highly evolved beings from  future time traveled to present to teach us the theory of evolution

it a love story ...

"wow ... so romantic ..."

8-30

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we to send message to past beacons

and friends who have the gifts of vision

they will begin pulling us back to where we started

this feels like seeing that dirt road that morning

there an excitement/pull from future

the path opens

9-5 

5pm

"that all in the past have scattered

you dont have the past burden anymore

​​

you are ready"

- guide

 

*

I miss the air, I miss my friends
I miss my mother, I miss it when ...

-

it was 2019

just like that, they tell us all of it/past is gone ...

strangers come/go 

and where this is /going ... we dont know

when inner/outer both change

"then compassion only anchor"

- reverse i ching

we ask for guidance from compassion 

*

”無來也無出“

non going/non coming

if you realize dharmakaya

it not matter where you are

"non going non coming"

- korey

i am not needing to go there

just writing/learning the journey

you know my personality

we follow yuan

if it time to return/go back

it time to go back

- john

that place requires your cultivation be of certain height

they waiting for your cultivation to ripen

- korey

if it my yuan i be there

if not, i move on

not trying to be buddha/enlightened etc.

- john

yes, you can go back to places /stations you came from

or just stay put where you are

- korey

chewey bows with honor and respect

*

maybe you playing chess game with them

- glen

we follow compassion

to us, it is superior to buddhahood

if compassion calls for it vs. entering natural state

 

we follow compassion 

we dont need go that way

maybe we be among the few to have turned around

- chewey

*

we had to first explore options

and try what ordinary path try to go

then we look to our past writings 

it says we need not follow the conventional path

they all want go pureland vs.  fire at abyss of hell

And where we had thought to find an abomination, we shall find a god

and vice versa

are you certain it is what they say it is

are you certain at center of that light ...

is same what we found center of darkness ?

 

*

we yet to enter any agreement

we have never have yuan with conventional path

but we have to first explore it

 

it not working out

we follow compassion

*

you always been independent

but this path it make you look like you allowing others to tell you where/when to go

- la lady

like career

i had to first follow conventional path

but once it ... not flow 

i move on 

-

if you had wanted to enter it

you would have entered it long ago

you dont care about all that promises of the place

- la lady

yea, maybe it time we look another direction

just have to write into it 

- john

"just like that

chewey smiles and alters direction"

*

that insight "are you certain you have a body"

was last beacon before turning around

it was worth the effort

*

i wouldnt have want to stay long even if get there

so while it nice to take tour of that vision city

it not the essential purpose of our journey​

9-5 

*

we already inseparable from dharmakaya

what different does a pureland vision make

we not pulled by any visions

 

dharmakaya is not subject to outer causes

it got nothing to do with the vision/places​

dharmakaya there same as dharmakaya here and anywhere

and if it dharmakaya you want see

then this place here now is most ideal ​

this then the destination

we can now turn around our attention

we are always here

*

few signs ...

recent inner music of "please come back ..."

we reached the place which our past called our future

and there no pull to go forward

our writing reached final beacon of journey

"are you certain you have a body ?"

we now have our station here

we to send message to past beacons

and friends who have the gifts of vision

they will begin pulling us back

this feels like seeing that dirt road that morning

there an excitement/pull from future

the path opens

*

am dream

two ladies entering space craft to go somewhere 

i initially didnt go on it

but start walking out to maybe join them

*

we already within world of compassion

the only world remaining we want go is world of joy

so all this pureland / rainbow body world stuff

it can wait until later

we honored to have chance to learn/share this ancient wisdom

it a great addition to the world of compassion

*

so we turn around ?

-

correct, full circle

- mic

9-6

*

there no hurry

we may still want to write little more

but the feeling of a future pull has emerged

like that am seeing road

whether it going back /somewhere ...

we dont care

wherever it may take us

it now has feeling of compassion

9-6

*

"you dont like to feel reliant on them

so you should just make it known you have interest and then leave it for them to decide"

- guide

on the city of kaya etc.

we dont want to rely on others

and have made reasonable effort 

at same time, .

we come this far, and people like to see it written/ it furthers compassion 

so if anyone wants to guide us

we be open /thankful

 

otherwise, if it not within our yuan/we lack the qualification

then perhaps in a future journey ...

as inner, we not pull by it no more

it just a vision  

we to follow compassion

9-7

*

we the clown leader

joy spirit follows us 

from view of dharmakaya - a vision of heaven is just a vision - if it there it there

otherwise, as inner,  we no need get pulled by it

*

like airport

with extension of time

it begins to appear smaller ...

and not as ... great or real of authority

dharmakaya cannot come from antecedent cause ... there is no way"

-

with deepening of dharmakaya ...

if we need outer as inner refuge

if we need outer  place as permanent inner refuge 

e.g. heaven

the heaven not self spring 

it comes from "outer"

dharmakaya not need outer as inner refuge

dharmakaya/ultimate medicine  self springs

9-7

*

few dreams

first one again wandering far east city lost

came to a store

told me he will take me across

told me to sit down and turn on tv using remote

woke up

few dream later

again told to sit at seat

someone says we switching realm

woke up

interesting dreams

9-9

if this year ago

it was our inner body wanted/needed to get away

and we also thought maybe going there would be real dharmakaya etc.

we had to first follow conventional path

vs.

it just another outer vision

a refuge, perhaps, for the deserving

but dharmakaya not of outer

compassion is our refuge

*

we have our own dharmakaya knowledge here

if it can work/strengthen in midst of all this ...

then it may be what they need ?

*

last year we thought all those who can shapeshift/time travel etc. must have more knowledge of dharmakaya

but now we know it is not so

9-9-22

"this a simulation

see it as aliens technology

they are so far advanced you cant even imagine it

once you get used to it it no bog deal

then you can come back here freely

there no time here

it part of you that world is - cant take it away

- yolanda

9-12

*

another dream pattern past months is attending college like place - meeting new people

9-15

*

so long we inside this loop

we do what we can to help 

we promised our past 2020 ..

we keep sending reinforcement

*

this place continues without time

they helping you create this personal space

no one can harm you here

you have your own real estate"

- guide

*

"you have entered the "inner luminosity"

it recent ​

there no returning to same past

it would not be the same past

but there is future we can go to in that same world

past (20 years since canyon) nothing happened

before that ... it one of questions buddha refuses to answer (whether it happened/not happened)

once you stepped into parallel world

they cant see your body anymore (it disappeared)​

in vision or anywhere

body we experience is of the mind"

- guide​ (daniel)

​*

"at first when you entered 

it useful to follow tradition/conventional path

but once you have own anchor

buddha says there are 84,000 ways (symbolic of no limit) to approach the unknown 

the "non body world" is just one of the options

you dont need to seek/follow future/past

the possibilities are endless​

- guide (daniel)

9-16​

the road opens ​

chewey bows with honor and respect

*

"the Rainbow Body ...  can appear in a myriad of different forms. "

rainbow body can create  this place, replace our vision body with this present display ?

 

*

maybe our conscious mind cant see it

but our subconscious non-conscious can 

consciously same train car

once we reach subconscious destination

then conscious we exit car/awake

have we reached the subconscious destination ?

9-18

once they feel you are ready will let you through

this place is no place/time

it useful to adjust to that world

otherwise it too much (to take in)

your body there is very light​

the dimensions are endless once crossed into

there time before time etc.

- yolanda

9-19

​​

*

"you can return using your writing"

this chewpiland script is our  return

if it meet others expectation, it meets it

if not, it not

we got nothing to prove

 

*

multiverse within compassion

once out there, communication is telepathic

everyone knows each other

the high tech - artificial intelligence, simulation beyond imagination

- yolanda

without dharmakaya/anchor in non consciousness

the infinite reference points can create consciousness that pulls us in/out etc.

with realization of emptiness, they are just visions

in other words, dont leave home without it

"before entering, you want to go through this (dharmakaya teaching/tunnel) first "

9-20

*

no one yet verify he left that world

only that he stepped into another

if he cant return

then chewey passed on

otherwise, something else ...?

*

two dreams this past week​

1. people sliding down the hill/cliff

plunging into below​

2. drove a car with several friends  into what she says her house - but realized it someone elses house - she says it ok because this vacation home so they not here 

realize we shouldn't be there so left in the car​

then woke up​

9-22

"When the time for action has come, the moment must be quickly seized...It is a good thing to hesitate so long as the time for action has not come, but no longer..."

- i ching

*

if we can continue with the path while returning to help - that be ideal

e.g. entering a pureland/rainbow world then return etc.

otherwise, if not and/or we not yet qualified etc.

that is fine - we didnt applied for it

our priority coming here is to gather support/power/knowledge to return to battle station

when you reach that "cannot no laugh" state ...

e.g.

"i cant take it no more"

and you burst out laughing at mrs chow

the lady who knocked down the guards and tackled william su

in that laughter you inside their world

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you dont have to return to where you entered (canyon) ;  you can manipulated where/when you go back to ; the scenario may be different​

- bison shaman

9-22

*

"full circle"

means we end where we began​

if it sambogakaya we from

then we will wake back to it

like waking from dream

"this mind/body (past 20 years) will seem not have happened"

- guide/daniel

it feels like we left that world (02/05) 

and there not a timeline after that ?​

but before that

we can return to relive a similar experience​

manjushri just name buddhist give him in sambogaya

but he has many manifestations

"your body is very light, almost formless"

the mind/body/memory  along with this place, will "like dream waking, you will forget as time goes on"

it that same being who is mirror of this reflection

"he welcomes you back"

9-24

*

you can return in segments then come back

relive a past in different way 

what has happened in that time line cannot be changed

but you can experience a new past 

- bison​

by changing how we experienced the past

we also change future/present

*

you can return to relive life before 35 (canyon)

but it be different​

you cannot go after 35

that be impossible

- guide

​​​

they have all moved on

there funeral etc. ?

-​ writer 

of course

last year you still holding on 

now i say you are ready

- guide (LA)

*

if he returns to after 02/05 

there no "past" to relive

the body is no more there ; even if it never found

the stream in that bodily consciousness was separated - there no parallel life there

he continues the showdown /battle but into another world 

the past before 02/05 be different

there is memory in unseen/wave world of life he lived

we not fully convinced past is over

we believe there still the fight in past/night lost

it still happening

*

turn on switch of hologram

the city of light appears​

it the role model place/code

"it is equal to the dharmadatu"

one with the spirit

*

the book titled "so powerful i cant talk"

one with the spirit

- mic

*

this involves "high tech star beings hopi ancestors artificial intelligence etc."​

ships that travel inter dimensions / passengers adjust to the new 3/4/5 d waves through simulations and visions

9-26

*

When there are three people together, jealousy arises. One of them will have to go. Avery close bond is possible only between two people. But when one man is lonely, he is certain to find a companion who complements him.

- i ching

at first we thought the two were same person

"there are two of them"

- guide (LA)

we now know krystal has companion

he a good friend and a person of great knowledge/compassion

it was good to see an old companion

but we to journey on alone

the gift is our memory of past

keep it

that once upon a time ...

:)

we always have home in dharmadatu

as inner, it very different than last year

*

treasury of precious qualities talks many  things

only thing we yet to perceive :

"... the sambogakaya akanishita ... self arisen from within dharmadatu. It appears in the form of palaces of light ... completely transcends it ... only buddhas themselves can perceive ... it is equal to the dharmadatu ... unchanging at all times"

we feel we on same ground/dharmadatu as it

and have dreams of it/write of it

but our five sensory mind cant see it

there can also be reasons why we already in dharmadatu and but choose to not leave the old vision

9-25

*

people/situation here are dreams /memories

there really no reason anymore not to let go of that past

we had to first make sure he did leave that world and not stuck in it still there etc.

the battle of guardians goes on but he not in that world

*

the family are from circle a

so when he gets there they also there

as will be many friends

so it not farewell as much as "see you at the other end"

best way to help past is follow compassion

*

let compassion guide

it always been soft/easy but sometimes in zig zag way

*

entering hologram to relive old memory/past 

vs. returning to 21 st century in person

that would be far into future of 21st

*

time to go means our study/meditation retreat

maybe march suppose to conclude but we stretch it 6 months more

we wrote down the codes

the practice may take generations

but we have the code

writer not enlightened so may never get there

but many will

and we have seen master hu and mic etc. show us it can be done

chewey and classmates bow to them with honor and respect

9-26

 

*

we like to conclude writing at a good point

and not when there no more to write

- there come point where everything written be repetition/explanation

that new matrix 11 now 

there wisdom in concluding at peak

if it is done, it is done

"we can now stop writing" 

9-26

*

this place is a lone simulation we can return to

"you can come back here whenever you want

see it as multiverse"

- yomama

9-30

*

"you almost there

you would know it once arrive"

- bison

we can now "see/feel" a being of aura like body 

it our deeper sphere/body

*

this inner sanctum our own 

that buddha is our best friend/self

no need to merge back to that being

we are free to be independent and keep our memory/wisdom

*

we yet convinced the past is lost

that there still the fight in past/night lost

it still happening

but that is for the guardian page 

this page we write about multiverse

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fong chi world finals

"the hotto club", the team name, has reached the finals

they have up its odds of winning to from 200-5 to 50-1

the mighty chicken warriors and poop royalties are among favorites to win the fong chi cup

- fong chi analyst

9-26

the event horizon

the event :
the universal fong chi cup

horizon:
where two side meets
"the line at which the earth's surface and the sky appear to meet."

the place :
the poop city ...
aka
the city of  elegance and pride

*
see light at end of tunnel
vs.
no see light nor tunnel no more

like seeing that road
we still dont know where 

but we not see/inside lost no more

10-8-22

*
"it not that we dont want to tell you ; it is that we cant"
- hu

*
we follow compassion
what if compassion want us to turn back/exit ?
is there a choice ?
10-9

"those (who falls off track)  will need start vision over"
-
what if they not want to start vision over nor go there 
is there an option ?

 
what if we didnt come here to go there 
but just to ask that question ?
 
that wouldnt be unlike our personality

we wouldnt  dare ask this question last year because we didnt have the anchor
10-12

*
"this place is temporary"
- mic

we need keep going

*

just spoke to them

mic not mic

la lady not andrew 

mei not mei etc.

that this place now

yet we still enjoy speaking to them

appreciate the companionship

thank you

we not to rely on others for answers

- not over our feeling

*

"this is beyond the spirit world (extra cosmic dimension)

you entered it few years back - 18/19"

- bison

 for it is a realm that completely transcends it

- wikipedia

this place is beyond the three worlds 

*

there a deeper version of the sambogakaya you have yet reached

- guide

it been past few months (since rainier)

you going through a process

- bison

may compassion be with us

10-12-22

*

the more inner moves

the more we need outer be still

it may seem we been passive outer 

but the result shows the writing

maybe now we can begin outer movement

we ask for guidance

physical/astral/casual realms and then the beyond 

real sambogakaya is beyond

"according to the scriptures, the sambhogakaya place transcend the three realms..."

- online

Is a common believe that the akanistha of the sambhogakaya og min is not the same as the akanistha of the suddhavasa that is still in samsara.

- online

maybe that where we are / entering now ?

*

wherever we are there is only what is in front of us

*

multiverse within compassion

it seems dream state is intermittent while waking is continuous - and so waking is real etc.

ramana maharshi says they same 

that within each dream we each believe there is past - that we are continuous etc.

only upon waking do we know it was implanted memory

in dream where plane leaves 10 minute

we somehow knew plane to leave 10 minutes

- no one told us

it was all implanted memory

like each web page is a parallel world we in

*

in vision/dream outer world is just subconscious

- this seen clearly upon waking

this 21st century is only a simulation/vision

*

Its not a perishable realm, its beyond time or space and its not created by ishvara (mahesvara). Mahesvara is said to be the ruler of ordinary akanistha. This realm is supposed to be even beyond. There are various akanisthas

- online

"this place is ruled by certain kind of demon"

- hu in 2020

but not the deeper realms here 

"there was someone above you back then (2019/20)"

- guide 2022

*

once you get hold of this world

you can come/go anywhere and back

- yolanada

we'll just let writing guide us

*

the event horizon - black hole /eternal spring

what if as inner, it cant pull/push manjushri in ?​

he be riding the reverse

*

as inner, want that darkness to shine from within - compassion

vs.

want get closer to peak of light - away from dark

a simple shift of perception can change everything

*

we stepping out dharma school into multiverse school/class

10-17

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we stepping out dharma school into multiverse school/class

10-17

looking for a fresh start

wherever we are there is only what is in front of us

02 The Pachelbel Canon

multiverse within compassion

part of every creation of form

there is a foundation / space

there is energy

inner earth and its multiverse

energy is wave 

every form is energy 

they say it 99% empty space

so earth can be seen by some as just luminosity in constant movement

and the outer earth the reflection of the luminosity

 

there is the pure/original luminosity of earth

then from it many multiverses of earth 

ones - the earth worlds -  which can stay link with this source regenerates 

*

at the center of that original/spontaneous luminosity

is a black hole that from which everything springs/returns

earth has outer/inner/secret realms 

the inner luminosity has a wisdom

we call it primordial wisdom

we most interested in staying with core of that inner luminosity 

the ultimate medicine

10-17

*

multiverse within compassion (3)

 

this multiverse only looks same as old world

i dont need fly plane to get to taiwan from here

- hu

i can travel here to japan just by visualizing

- raja

you can go anywhere in an instant 

this place allows you to get (anchored)

- yolanda

i can be there in seattle without traveling

not everyone here is aware

- bison

they can just appear right in front of you as cashier when you go to store

- guide

as shapeshifters, you dont know who they are

your old friends you dont know where they are now

if there yuan you see them again

- guide

we like to learn

you would need people to show you

- bison (on that type of travel)

*

does the simply screen change or you go there ?

-

you go there

- bison

perhaps there also a view - beyond going/coming where only the screen changes ?- to let it come 

wherever we are there is only what is in front of us

​*

transcendence is going beyond the limit/boundary

as outer/inner it is beyond the conventional appearance/program

if have it inner,  more likely to reflect on outer

without inner, outer more likely to fall back

how to replace/abandon the old program ?

10-21

*

we may have one aspect in past related to tibet

they have culture which preserves the link

they may or may not see our link with them

that is just one aspect of this being

he cant change how others perceive him

and will continue to do what he enjoys - helping 

but he is free of leadership duties by his past

this place has inner/outer movement

as outer it only seems what it is

as inner we yet to have clear view of it

*

the vision is the stage

the  people are actors playing role

the play our inner movement need not be in

we also have seat outside watching this chess game 

how to awaken to that home base ?

*

what would buddha do ?

stay to the present

not get pulled by the vision

what/where not as important as quality 

to know where go next we only need look to now

focus on the luminosity (source of it) and not the reflected (fruit of it)

10-22

*

return to innocence 

we like to thank those who looked after us these past four years - when he most needed help

especially mom and dad

the spirits behind them

we owe them a debt 

we will repay them for their kindness

*

"dont take it seriously ; it just a game they playing"

- andrew

*

what work we do if enter new field ?​

we open ; we can always return here and/or if return to starting point then he doing what he was doing ?​

 

*

multiverse/quantum time travel

vs. sphere of compassion

the two not same

*

we've forgotten who/where we from ?

unlike reincarnation

who/where is still present now ?

we only need to return/remember who we are ?

if so .. there is a name he /she has ?

what is your name ?

- thomas (hopi) 2005

"john ... chuy ..."​

no, there another

"zhu ren zhang"

"yea, thats it"

- thomas​

we only just met ; how he knew we didnt know

*

no matter how peaceful/nice this place 

only memory of past remains as visions

even if we want remain with/return to see them

they not here this place

this not a place to stay long

"this place will just vanish"

10-27

*

in vision, the body consciousness is the world

3d is a malleable consciousness​

everything that taking place in 4d/5d now may reflect in the future 3d

wuchi is non polarity

the primal luminosity/consciousness

everything is non differentiated

the stratum beneath the body consciousness

the natural state

10-29

close your eye and what you see is inner body

close your eyes and tell us when you see outer body

"are you certain you have a body ?"

when/where does this journey come full circle/end ?

without the inner body 

the beginning never was

without dream body

the dream world is not

what remains cannot perish

the original luminosity/body/world

the original purity cannot be stained

and has purifying effect root level

stay with it

the ultimate medicine

10-29-22

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a stratum beneath the binary consciousness of body/world
the real in us remains/stays
the second floor will fades/just vanish

 

10-31

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multiverse within compassion​

time before time / earth beneath earth

mind beyond mind etc.

without ground as anchor, it easy to get lost​

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emptiness /energy body / form body

empty luminosity/clear light is between emptiness/energy body

with  awareness, the energy body becomes light body​

we are between energy body and cultivating it into the light body 

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​so if manjushri light body 

he a light body in compassion sphere

he is anchored /not pull by the mirror

he sees himself as the luminosity body - sambogakaya ; he sees himself also as that reflection in the mirror - nirmanakaya

vs.

john's physical body in mirror/vision

his appearance is a reflection of the other side he can now feel the sambogakaya field beneath

it has always been there with him

once he sees/remember that luminosity/compassion field

manjushri's light body/non body consciousness gradually becomes his inner body​

the return to innocence

zhu ren zhang had a 15 minute nap and woke up

remember 50 years inside another world

"it both few minutes and 50 years

she is with someone else (in the 50 years) but remembers you like yesterday"

- guide

in script​

multiverse like dream to dream

if each dream we not remember previous dream

the memory implant will have us believe in a past of that dream

so every dream we can even have a different past/memory implant

yet they all feel ssame

but maybe if aware

each dream not the antecedent cause of past/future dreams

they are each independent dreams

there is no past

it all of the mind

a dream/mental body with different memory implant

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some have their own world

within it, everyone feels like same person

you see me in your world like your own dream

but it may be my spirit you speaking to

- yolanda

in past you had own world/sambogakaya

once you left it, people began to scatter

there no one there now

- guide (la)

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write back once while to let us know you are fine

- la lady

8-2-21

we are fine

feels like out of tunnel and 

the city of golden light approaches 

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11-14-22

we not pulled to go anywhere

but it it comes our way ...

krystal is andrew ; she lives with jesus/mic in his heaven

- bison

11-18

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we are still inside hopiland

this the place to gain knowledge of the body/earth - the original luminosity 

massauw/bud/hu the caretaker

"he just keeps the lights on ; not hands on"

- bison

mic's compassion is another level

it easier to follow him than to try to realize the inconceivable within

same effect ; different path

the effect/result same - we are inside sphere free of that wheel of antecedent cause/inner movement

like merry go around

someone has to pull you out/let you in​

stay with it

it called the underworld

- chris/bison apprentice

there few hundred hopi people here

- bison

it would explain why they not allowed to talk of it

"you may not be comfortable with it"

- bison

(b/c they look like katchinas/star beings ?)

"and i dont want to know much of it

just the lesson need to gain

it their inner sanctum/secret and we respect it and thankful it was shown to us

- john​

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hopi's shambhalla/kasitna's abode

we no need write into this

1. it their inner sanctum/secret 

2. others cant enter/they need be from here

- just the basis/how it relates to old world

we started from here ?

"there is no end but you will return to where you started ; non body/energy body ;

this body/place you see does not exist

(just a simulation to adjust into that sphere)

- yolanda

11-22-22

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difference between ordinary dream/illusion vs. this is that people here are wise and they acknowledge they not the same person/illusion

so it a wisdom vision of dharmakaya

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this vision we alone

own mental body/world

they not here - not in that way

but the writings get through 

12-3

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they all star beings in different shape

as friends/neighbors etc.

if and when they reveal themselves

the tales of this place will change

people past have all scattered/no more

we waiting for them to show us the way of this place

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this place advanced tech, simulations far beyond

whether we to write into it is up to them

12-5

we in mic's also inside buddhist sanctuary

under his protection

"mic protects/looks after you here"

we using 3d vision to let go

it easier this way, the way people are replaced an subtly allowing us to let go

when w ready

the vision will just be in front of us

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this place has no flesh body/world

and mental body is not needed 

the nature of the energy is not exhaustible

12-6

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the consciousness of body will keep evolving 

within the same moment

it may experiencing a non physical or physical world ; body and/or non body etc.

- without a mental body - it same difference

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