they say we may have funding somewhere
"part your own savings ; part others share with you"
but what point when needed it most it not there
and we have no interest in others gift 

we not asking help for our self - we fine
and/or the project - it lost /missed turn 

but asking whether can use our own savings from past ... to help e.g. relative here in vision ?


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also, at my age, are they saying that fund not be used by this person/ identity 
but only by another 3/4/5d ?
then it never belonged to us 

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ok ...
now we have understanding
1. as personal we want to remain just the way we are
enough but not enough ; not enough but enough

relying on older generation for support
it the recipe for happiness/warmth

also, it deepening of compassion to share contentment with most simple

vs.

we want to pay for parents house rent ; emily jason's down payment on first house ; twins's tuition now through college

how can both flows be accomplished same time ?
- LPVF 
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