unconditional love

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in reverse

we be female and getting younger

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she be the water

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in reverse

she be male and getting stronger

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he be the fire 

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3-9

there relationship of conscious

subconscious and unconscious

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there relationship of physical body (3d) mental bodies (4d) and/or energy bodies (5d) etc.

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sometimes what the 3/4d  believe to be important may be the least important

e.g.

two people can stay silent and from distance

yet they can have relationship just by meeting of dharmakaya

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it more important there relationship

words can get in the way

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What takes place in the depths of one's being, in the unconscious, can neither be called forth nor prevented by the conscious mind. It is true that if we cannot be influenced ourselves, we cannot influence the outside world.

- i ching

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we dont choose who we truly love

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there first a relationship of yuan

inner affinity

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everyone we meet we have yuan

some more than others

"no yuan is also yuan"

- dr dean tsai

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there the placing the physical mental energy

conscious subconscious relationships

within compassion

for others and for ourselves

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relationship is simple if it only love

otherwise it may not be

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dharmakaya is an unconscious relationship

they need not be consciously related

e.g.

our unconscious links to fong fei fei unconscious - same dharmakaya

her unconscious links to ours

- same compassion

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as we improve she improves

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"you think she knows the dharmakaya too"

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la lady

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yea

she at that level

- john

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mother's home

that hopi like

a mother in the spiritual world

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maybe another lifetime

different form ; same being

she might even remember you

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go back home

that where mother is

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3-30

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memory of that taiwan movie

orphan asks this lady if she recognize him

"you remind me of someone i used to know"

she politely says no

"maybe another lifetime"

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he not disappointed 

but he had to ask

3-30-21

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see someone but like stranger

seeing her makes inner want to cry

but dont know why

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but this a strange world

like a new lifetime

so he had to ask if she recognize him

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this a home 

it a good place

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we make deal

let everyone continue

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there a wedding party

everyone there

there a happy photo from future

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it the way of a happy future

which protects our past

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i've always felt when younger

that my mind be realized 

and there be a companion very closed to

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4-1-21

the primal buddha

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3-20-21

first day spring

early lunch ​ tacoma 

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dharmakaya is similar to the great spirit

but the great mystery may be better word

- bison shaman

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many can feel great spirit

but great mystery is not seen nor known

- buffalo witch

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you two same being

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john

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you get more work done with two

- bison and buffalo smiles

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so if i just saw you and her this am

did you drive here and change shape ?

- chewey

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no, if this body and place

there that body place

so i just come over here

- bison

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and so the scene again has two of you

- writer bows with honor and respect ​​

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am coffee​

kent nayas cafe

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you and jessica same being

- john

jessica smiles​

page smiles

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3-20-21​ noon breakfast burrito

north bend​

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hey you look younger

- zhu ren zhang

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you and i are like benjamin button

- lane

the poop bakery lady​

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it good to see you

- john

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2pm coffee​

kent nayas​

saw page

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 it good to see you

- john​

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somehow the line just slipped out

just saw her this am

and just about everyday am 

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chewey pauses ...​

smiles

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came home neighborhood

pm​

mei and claire outside playing​

ran around with them outside

chatted a little

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they same being​​

it a good day​

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and therefore​

mom and dad and 

frank and jim all same being 

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and it always been that way ?

they have all awakened into it

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you are also part of the flow

- la mom​

it is ceaseless

- la dad

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the world of joy

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in multiverse within compassion

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the power of beauty

they have power of attraction

they have it naturally

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even after all these years

she has power of beauty

that why still top actress

we like to learn

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so lisa smiles at us 1985

she smiles at us 2021

parallel worlds

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which one happened first ?

chewpiland productions

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愛之旅

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2021

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seattle

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she time travels back to 1915 taiwan

she meets chewey

he was there for the kung fu showdown with dragon clan 

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scene 2

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2021

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seattle

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working att cafe

she meets chewey

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at first she didnt know ; he wear cheap looking suit

he looks as different as she was to 1915

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but when she heard the melody of the flute ...

(2)

to meet with krystal

help me remember our past life together ...

it must have been deep

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then we go from there ...

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"wait for her to appear"

-bison

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"she not need to be same appearance

just wait for her to come to you"

- la lady

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kokopelli jigong and laughing buddha
three spirits wild
three circles intermingling in world of joy

co-created a new being - a nirmanakaya
there two of them

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in script

the twin spirit
if she is evil witch
then i am also
we same three spirits intertwined into two bodies

one plays the flute ; one not

10-9-21

genderless world this realm is

we like to learn from people here of the shapeshifting skills

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once we lift the veil that is

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our task to reveal the message

so w must enter it the circle

yet we also other half out

we the messenger

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once we do

we be rewarded own way

and gifted part of the circle's wisdom

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western yin vs. eastern yin

western yang vs. eastern yang

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if you west

you have/seen 3/4

if east

you yet to seee real wild west from inside

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for each side

they have to let you in

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writer very fortunate to receive the dakini energy

it an extra current that compliments every current

our emptiness / her compassion

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diverse gender people have stronger immunity

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they are also more creative

- krystal

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in script

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the upside down world

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travel to/in reverse

the forward world is alone and anti-social and keep distance

the reverse be opposite

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male be female

54 be 24

she be living with two other roommates

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into art and not writing

body and not the mind

she can shapeshift into man

so can come this world as man

her reverse world

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we now learning to enter her world as she

krystal

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like the show counterpart- the two worlds meet eachother's counterpart in a middle world

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they each cannot enter the other world because one already there

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but this is a middle field 

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so our story goes ...

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john meets krystal

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in another middle field

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krystal who was john meets john who was krystal

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it like her spirit overtook his body and vice versa

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they switched

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that can be a movie starring jennifer

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