notes
likely during the week preceding wedding
may have to do with that 9-23 grant pass trip ?
"your training is complete"
*
same solitary dharmakaya since 2018
stainless light has self-revealed
*
within blank space, both light body and/or form body are self appearance of emptiness - same OG wave ?
"it same OG wave today ; it same place
- this cafe and the light body field
but few months ago, it was not"
-
*
everything 3/4/5d changes around a constant/no change e.g. when she 20 and when she 70
there something that remains same
the 6d emptiness/soul/atma etc.
vs.
if change/no change - there a subtle 6d duality
from blank space, they same 6d wave
*
since wedding, our background is one wave
whether it form/formless - it same 7d/6d wave
12-4-25
return to/of the natural state
"... the path beyond the world will arise, as will the path of virtuous deeds, mental stability, and the immeasurable and formless contemplations""
- uttara tantra
blank space path will reveal itself
(2)
the natural state is where our blank space body is
this 6d/3d will be that 7d/3d
we cant go in and wont get close
because if we not have body on that side
you dont know what will happen in there
so we wait outside
there ... (a world inside)"
- bison
8-19
natural state is the original sun
the land of rising sun
but for those 6d outside looking in
it the setting sun
every memory, including this body, is a wave/memory preset - the 3/4/5d movements even 5 minutes ago an illusion
"even your body is an illusion (they created)
you can let them all go here
- mei
our 6d is ours/wave body
-
*
that blank space circle create visions and memories
"you only need know what next to do
how you feel right now
dont think about the past - they do not exist in vision created of your 3/4/5d"
do you think you are particles (6d waves) floating in space (dharmadatu) ?"
*
the female things/ memory implants from mary
to integrate our inner gender
it has helped us write the ultimate medicine
but they never happened to our 6d /particles body
so if we not recognize it as 6d memory
it then just present 3/4/5d memory of this 3/4/5d reflection
need not have antecedent cause
*
to awaken into 7d
why we need be any place different inside a vision ?
or do we need help from the energy of the places ?
*
if 3/4/5d the conscious/lucid dream
then the background/seattle 21st century the 6d subconscious
vs.
the conscious stays same 21st century dream
but our subconscious entered the unconscious
yet the 3/4/5d dream same/didnt know
"you among last of the train passengers"
*
then that 21st century 6d inner ...
enters/consumed by unconscious/blank space
- this to the view of those in 6d
it vanishes from their 6d sensation field
vs.
to the ones still in ship
the inner form of 21st no more
yet the outer 3/4/5d vision remains same
"in this vision
dont think distance, it illusion"
on how hopiland is further than ca
8-18
*
as 6d ocean 6d/3d wave vs. beach 6d/3d wave
they different ; cannot be together - yet just waves
they are compounded elemental waves
blank space wave is one element of different qualities
it same wave different shape and/or same shape different waves
ocean wave and beach wave same blank space
point is
discriminate the elemental waves of that 3/4/5d ocean and beach vs. blank space ocean wave
they both here
if inner see 6d wave then 3/4/5d reflects it
vs. ... discriminate it from blank space
- enough that 7d/3d ocean wave is seen
walking on beach next to ocean waves
8-19
westport beach
*
"Then they all dissolve into the Natural State. Our personal reality of pure and impure vision... our physical body also dissolves because it is just one manifestation of our impure karmic vision"
-
6d/3d wave returns to blank space 7d/3d
*
unifying blank space elements waves
in 6d they different
in 7d they all made of same blank space luminosity
*
the view of yin/yang returning to the one/zero space
vs. yon/yang creating world/forms
different inner so different outer
*
how to discriminate the 3d wave of this mental body from blank space 7d/3d
THE BLANK SPACE FORM 7D/3D
8-19 westport beach it revealed the 7d/3d code
since we already in it - it re-awakens within us
the task was to code the path into it
THE BLANK SPACE FORM 7D/3D
our attention now shifts into natural state 7d/3d
we ask for guidance
8-20
*
7d/3d has no inner form - without exception
whether there an outer vision/form or not
*
memories may have happened to 6d me
vs. never happened to 7d
*
inner formless then outer formless
vs.
outer formless then inner became formless
*
if one is inner formless yet see something outer/vision
it still inner formless/blank space
how to stay inner no form even in outer formless/form
it not rely on outer no form to remain inner formless
*
it level by level deepening
say we 25 mega watt power of no inner form
then if see 20 megawatt power inner form we would easy/naturally discriminate
vs.
if it 100 megawatt power
*
if inner no form but see outer form
that blank space form
if inner no form and outer no form
that also blank space form
vs.
if inner form but outer no form
that not blank space
*
"there is no inner form, so you are safe"
because we didnt have the 7d/3d code
we thought 7d/3d an outer no form place
our mental body wanted to be in it to be safe
vs.
compassion wisdom first introduced the old idea then showed us the upgraded version
*
now we see inner form as wave we need 1) keep deepening blank space
and 2) deeper/sharper discriminating wisdom
*
close your eyes and tell us when see outer world
that 6d inner form just a wave
it a 100 mega power wave perhaps
but it still just a wave
without it the inner 6d no form still reflects an outer 3/4/5d - that may be the ideal
the blank space form
8-26-25
inner no form of this outer form
vs. inner no form of outer no form
we previously thought if we reach outer no form
we be able to attain inner no form
vs.
either we have inner no form here now
or it not going to be different in outer no form
point is :
if cant attain it in outer form
then that inner no form not blank space form
watching the blank space form
like alone inside space craft
there hologram inside like star trek
we visited phil
but it didnt happen
there only empty space outside the ecraft
in same way
zero space is like that
e.g.
just visited phil
it a memory present
it didnt happen
vs.
in 6d world, even if we view it as present memory
there still something moving beyond the present memory
*
like space ship, we alone
we received e-mail from frank - tax advise
it didnt happen
there only space outside - no e-mail can arrive
in same way
just read e-mail/reply to frank tax advise
*
this zero space form
it not possible anything happened
*
that how ... inner bizarre this place is ...
it a shift of perception
once you get it
you can use it
it can reset to zero
*
in same way
there is no elemental body
just blank space form
blank space form has no past nor future
it not possible for time to exist in zero space
*
so how does our form exists in zero space?
through a paradox called blank space form
*
it is impossible for element body/energy to exist in zero space
so how could phil existed ?
we are merely watching blank space form
it has meaning
e.g. maybe phil/ivars visiting us from below world
frank wants to send message he wants to help us do the taxes - it the sincerity which matters
not the reality
*
this place is very different
when did it shift ...
westport 8-19 ?
but words get through ?
*
we can only see this blank space form
so what is then this memory we see ?
if it didnt happen ?
it not blank space form
8-30
THE BLANK SPACE WAVE/FORM 7D/3D/5D
blank space wave vs. blank space form
- same difference
blank space wave/form
blank space wave vs. blank space form
- same difference
empty is form is empty vs. blank space wave is blank space form is blank space wave
*
in vision zero space
there only memory of a upcoming wedding
outside this vision, there is no one else
it empty space
so as inner best not get inner pulled by that memory as a time trap
past of being invited and future of anticipating are both not blank space form/wave
*
no dirt no death no decay
how can there be ... dirt there in mirror if the wave it reflects not have it ?
that the AB wave circle's reasoning on why their blank space wave/form cant be stained
The symbolic and visible aspects of the Sambhogakaya are not inherently real in the way ordinary objects are. The appearances are likened to reflections in a mirror—insubstantial and transient. The ultimate source of these manifestations is the formless Dharmakaya, which is indivisible from the other two bodies. The Sambhogakaya arises as a compassionate, blissful emanation, a reward body for those with deep meditative insight.
- google 4d
blank space vision made of signs/symbols/sounds
the formless body is the non elemental
the ultimate source is blank space
the BA wave 3d/7d vs.
the pure side of it is AB wave 7d/3d
the great crossing/awakening
"to accept help in a difficult situation is not a disgrace. If the right helper is found, all goes well"
- i ching
we may need help to make the crossing
"to go only when bidden ... "
"to make a complete break and to begin a new situation"
like 2002/2018, this next crossing is new
9-7
*
in zero space
it not possible for there to be a past or future
everything returns to zero
yet it is possible for there to be a moment
it just there ...
*
close eyes and if see memory of yesterday or even hour ago ... it impossible for zero space to have past
if open eyes , what/how we see/view of outer may transform without the 6d memory in between
*
point is
if enough of 6d CB wave burns away
someone from 7d may tell us to start a camp fire
*
and that may be all we need
kind of like falling in love ...
all of sudden, it connected ...
we call it an insight - to begin a camp fire
it obvious to anyone looking from outside
but if within that ...
that how help may find/look to us
only if we we hold inner ground
there a 6d gender neutral/androgynous zone
but it still two genders interacting
vs.
in blank space
it not two forces dancing - it one gender
that the rainbow wave /the ultimate medicine
the light of the buddha sun illumines their vision and they see the very point they never saw before
- uttara tantra
it not what 3/4/5/6d is/want looking at
vs. it what 7d is looking at
only those they want look to
*
blank space form is a non elemental sensation
our elemental 3/4/5/6d cant see/sense it
it not sensation which has inner boundaries
it a sensation which gives sense of a body vs. mere light/mental body
"it is solid ...not hollow"
*
the non elemental fire wave not consume/burn other blank space elements
*
blank space vs. zero space
mic only one we know inside it
9-15
*
6d seeing has eye vs. 7d seeing has no form
6d feeling has a center vs. 7d no center
6d sensation vs. 7d sensation etc.
7d sensation is blank space
6d thinking has a center vs.
7d thinking needs not a reference point
vs.
6d body the basis for sensation to arise
vs.
blank space the basis from which sensation arise
same way space basis for forms to arise
-
9-19
snoqualmie riverside
*
7d world vs. 6d world
"you need use your body to see"
he uses his 6d body to see vs. we use only our 3d eye
7d eye is formless yet sees same our 6d eyes see
and maybe more
it not centered in the 6d body - it formless
how to discriminate the two
9-20
grandview
form return to formless realm
visions dissolving to blank space/natural state
then from there rainbow body forms can re-emerge
form/formless still a polarity
wave which becomes form/formless
the formless still has a base
time still moves
vs.
mic's rainbow body not same
9-29 cupertino
*
Form to formless to form
It just 6d wave behind the form/formless
they need detach from, not the form
Seen from 7d view
6d wave which become form vs. 6d wave which becomes formless
Same 6d wave from 7d view
*
return to formless then re-emerge as 3/4/5d
vs.
same wave
*
once tapped it - it gifted to one
it'll just ... find way to be here ... writing this ...
6d time is no time to 7d
7d time not exist to 6d
9-30
*
and in zero space
it not possible for anyone/anything to exist
yet the moment is just there
*
maybe dharmakaya/blank space parallel in meaning
and vajrakaya/zero space same
*
there a 6d gender neutral/androgynous zone
but it still two genders interacting
vs.
in blank space
it not two forces dancing - it one gender
that the rainbow wave /the ultimate medicine
*
blank space/non binary gender/wuchi
it also certain type of 6d/7d rainbow wave
there others inner
vs.
zero space/one gender
subject/object same energy/gender
it something else
either you are a chicken
or you are not a chicken
that a cycle primates need not entertain
- hanuman chicken yoga sutra
form return to formless
from 6d they different reference point moving
vs.
from blank space
they both same inner wave moving/reference point
"without moving away from the dharmakaya, he manifests through various (aspects) of an illusory nature" - uttara tantra
10-7
*
there those who can see it but not self spring the energy e.g. mic's circle clings to him
vs.
mic is self sprung buddha/has own sambogakaya
*
yin/yang/casual space
elemental energy
vs.
yin/yang/blank space
non elemental/non arising
*
they have a light body as basis
it may be a light but still an inner image/body
it is conceivable to 6d
vs.
there is no body yet there is a body
it may even appear as light body
but there is no body /inconceivable to 6d ...
*
e.g.
for mic, we cant say his light body is him
- there something else
but for others, their light body is their body
it springs from mic's 7d
a light body can be removed but not its source
point is :
if mic trying to look for his body in a light field
he will not find it like others
it will feel like it still ... illusion
*
*before we thought light body be the home base
like others
vs.
compassion then give us an upgrade
light body/form body same difference to home base
At the same time that our visions dissolve our physical body also dissolves because it is just one manifestation of our impure karmic vision.
-
6d vision body dissolving into 7f natural state
then re-emerge as intermittent 3/4/5d
there a shift of reference point
the continuity of same 3/4/5d of 6d is cut off
that second level rainbow body
vs.
same wave shifting into form/formless
from zero space, nothing happens
*
in past our mental body wanted to go to 7d as refuge from 3/4/5d elemental body
"if we see 3/4/5d without form and continuity, the reality of 3/4/5d would change" - was our inner
vs.
compassion brings first wrong view then upgrade it
10-9
*
it mental body which divides form/formless
to 7d it same wave changing
to blank space, form is formless is form
*
light body (formless) and form body
vs. changeless dharmakaya
if one has to return to formless/light body to be in dharmakaya - it not blank space form
*
D form and elemental energy vs.
C formless but elemental energy vs.
B formless and non elemental vs.
A form and non elemental
body within compassion
those who mastered B but yet A
can enter form realm intermittently then back
their inner basis is the light body
vs.
to mic, it makes same difference
his non elemental energy (his knowledge of its use) is more advanced /different level
his inner basis is not the wave body
10-19
... fear of samsara's suffering, and neglect of the welfare of fellow beings are the ... veils of those ...
"(Even) gods have the suffering of death and transmigration, and man suffers from desperate strife!" Realizing this, those endowed with discriminative wisdom have no desire for even the highest (state) of a lord of humans or gods ...
so insight makes them see : "This is suffering! This is its cause! And this is cessation of misery!"
- uttara tantra
6d in 1993 and 6d in 2005 and today
they each enter same 7d/3d
vs.
from 7d/3d
each of 3 time period it can access at same 7d time
*
if form body and mind says light body the basis
vs. it light body and mind says dharmakaya/blank space the basis vs. it all blank space
*
even vision of our physical body ... dissolves into natural state (original luminosity/non elemental)
vs.
AB wave vision body rises - it has sensation so form
but it blank space sensation
vs.
it same OG wave moving
but blank space is not the wave
*
if you have to enter natural state to have OG wave
that OG wave not self sprung
from blank space
the wave of the vision body became not visible to wave of elemental wave but still has its blueprint shape in non elemental wave
*
maybe it mental body's habit of dividing inner form/formless that create what seem to real inner past/future ; dense/light
*
just having that option
can make a difference
that freedom may seem subtle yet ...
11-9
likely during the week preceding wedding
may have to do with that 9-23 grant pass trip ?
"your training is complete"
the inner is non elemental - it just there the luminosity
kind of ... all of sudden it surrounded us
*
we dont need go anywhere for OG wave to manifest
but if we /it there/here we/it there/here
*
and if a new vision reveals
e.g. sambogakaya /non elemental 3/4/5d vision
it just be spontaneously there
11-11-25
*
the 7d/blank space/dharmakaya is final abode
it not a 6d place - but a state of buddha
it always here but not perceptible to 6d
*
see only mic's 3/4/5d
vs. advanced see his 7d/6d sambogakaya (and the 3/4/5d reflection)
"Those far from and close to purity (see them) as the mandala of the world and the victor,
like the form of the moon in water and sky
Thus these (kayas) are beheld in two ways"
- uttara tantra
*
see wave before its 3/4/5d reflection
if can keep 6d imbalance etc. wave from entering
then 3/4/5d can never be destroyed from within 6d
*
sees 6d first as wave and own 3/4/5d as its reflection
clearer the wave/water, clearer the reflection
vs.
mic/dharmakaya sees OG wave as spontaneous presence/just there
3/4/5d as its reflection /just there
11-16
in 6d - space the basis for 5 elements/sensation of body to arise
vs.
in 7d - blank space is that new basis
and when return to 6d
it will remain the only basis
*
if inside looking out from OG wave
the 6d elemental energy cannot pull
*
6d/3d has nothing in common with 7d/3d
"The unmixed qualities and worldly beings have nothing in common, not even as much as a single atom" - uttara tantra
blank space basis for 7d sensations
"It is the cause for visible objects, which are non-arising to be seen, for good and pure speech to be heard, for pure scent ... to be smelled, for flavor of sacred ... to be tasted"
- uttara tantra
7d eyes can see things 6d eyes cannot
7d speech has no sound to 6d
"with karmic fortune" one can realize its wisdom
11-28
*
to 7d - 6d wave with form same as 6d wave with no form/formless
vs.
blank space is not 6d formless
it may be called formless because 6d cant see it
but they not same
e.g.
so ... if see ... as 6d form
then he/she vanishes into thin air - 6d formless
they are 6d/7d formless/light body
they can enter/appear as 6d form
they are primary/first the light body
vs.
for mic - he is neither the 6d form nor 6d formless
he is the blank space 7d
which is not 6d form not 6d formless
you get the point